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I’m happy!!! Because I made the most money I’ve ever made in tips in one night, and keep in mind it’s a fucking Monday, about 150$ wow, this really goes to show how bad with money I am and how If I wasn’t so dumb id be back there by now which that thought sickens me.

Anonymous asked: I don't live in Arizona, my brother does. But I might be visiting him in the summer. If that helps any.

Well I need to know who you are! I hate talking to strangers like this

Anonymous asked: I'm just shy, and stuff.

Well I’m just as shy or even more shy! So be my friend please especially if you live in Arizona I’m in need of one

Anonymous asked: I wish we could be friends.

Me too I really could use some new friends

Someone kidnap me from work please

Another shitty day

What else is new

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Two new shirts oh boy!!!

Anonymous asked: I know everyone is always bugging you with questions of why you're sad and everything, but in all seriousness (and I don't want to sound rude) but have you tired to save up money to come back to long island? I know saving money is hard for anyone but maybe try taking $10 out of a paycheck every time you get paid, but who I am to say this! It's sad to see that you're so sad there.

I had problems involving weed and what not with how much money I spent on that but that’s no longer a problem, I didn’t quit I just have enough that I got for free so I have no worries, and I need to fix my car a bit, every check I get I have to give my dad 90$ to help pay for my car insurance and cell phone bill, and 10$ a paycheck just would be nowhere near enough, just stupid stuff gets in the way, I’ll be putting some away soon

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Marijuana: Number one anti depressant used by teens and adults.

Anonymous asked: When you're sad, I wish that I could just run up to you and give you the biggest kiss right on the lips, and at least make you smile or something.

Thank you for the thought A for effort

Anonymous asked: your sadness makes me sad.

What a coincidence it makes me sad too

Stupid fuck

I love when my dad tries to seemingly cheer me up when I get home from work and I clearly don’t want to speak a word to anyone, he says some stupid positive bullshit about moving into our new house, how my bedroom flooring will be all wood, and i just want to scream in his face I DON’T GIVE A FUCK. YOU’RE SPENDING ALL THIS MONEY ON A NEW HOUSE AND RENOVATING ALL THIS BULLSHIT THAT ISN’T NEEDED, literally putting 40,000-50,000$ into this house that is perfectly fine the way it sits, YOU DUMB FUCK. How about you slide me 2,000$ and call it a day and let me leave this fucking shit hole, you think I care my bedroom has a wood floor? He tells me things positively thinking it will change my mood, listen you dumb fuck I will burn down the house to show you how little I care, if my life can’t be the way I like it I just want to fucking ruin everyone else’s, i don’t care how fucked up and selfish that sounds I’m just so fucking fed up with the way things keep going.

Anonymous asked: do you enjoy living in Arizona?

HAHA EXCUSE ME!?! you clearly must not follow me or something because I’d say about 85% of my posts are about how much I hate this fucking place, it’s nice here, it’s actually beautiful here but only to visit, I belong on Long Island, thats my home. That is all I want is a stable place on Long island for me to live but that is far too much to ask for me of course because I mean why would I deserve something I actually want and truly need.

So unhappy

Sometimes at work I just fall into the deepest pits of sadness.